A New Season

It’s crazy that I haven’t published anything in over a year.

Transparent moment? I’ve been writing this whole time - but I was never able to push myself to publish anything. Anytime I started a post, I would get overwhelmed with fear. Fear of judgment, worthiness... I think I mainly feared being misunderstood and having my "good spoken evil of". 

For a recap, over the last 15 months - LIFE HAS TRIED TO TAKE ME OUT. I was forced to accept BIG changes in a tiny timeframe. I moved out on my own for the first time, moved to an area where I had no friends, ended a serious, long-term relationship, got my first big girl corporate job in an industry where I had no previous background, and lost friends I thought I would have for forever. The journey has been uncomfortable, painful, and challenging but so SO WORTH IT. I know who I am now, what I accept and

what I can handle. Oh, and I adopted a cat! ​By finding me I found my tribe - people who love me, see me, and hold me accountable to be my best self. I found out about the amazing effects of therapy. And sure, I got hurt a few times, humbled almost every day, forced into roles that only God knows how I figured it out.

BUT as I type here today, I can reflect on the fact that I am 100% the woman that dreamed and prayed to become. I accomplished everything I said I would before starting this journey. No actually- I accomplished MORE.

I'm starting my blog back up to share those lessons and to help someone through their rough season. Full disclosure-- this blog is a transparent, no-filtered, personal account of my life. All my opinions are my own, and some of you may not agree (and I'm not asking you too). I'm still learning changing and evolving my viewpoints on things. I don’t promise to always get it right, but I promise to always give it honest.